reflection or evaluation?

rush.. hush.. two words i really wish would co exist at this moment.. i cannot seem to put them together no matter what i do this term.. lack of sleep.. lack of rest.. damn am i busy or what?!:) but despite all these, im still coping up..:) im still enjoying and despite the busy schedule i still have a little bit of social life.. went to watch meet the fockers last friday.. laugh trip sobra..:) went with the solomon team, bonding ever.. hehe..

at solomon, i have nothing more to ask for.. im having fun at the same time learning.. though we have "plenty" as in plenty of things going especially when it comes to cleaning up and though my face feels like heavy with oil, i figured all the exhaustion all pays off in the end.. i even just wanna stay there and do work rather than sit in a classroom or even do my lab work which by the way sometimes i find really boring.. im lucky that the team im working with blends well together.. we found new friends, we found new ways of learning despite the ever controversial "chicken stock" in every dish and most of all we found a new way of having fun..

in terms of friendships, i regret the fact that i've become close to tine and aza just this term.. it felt like i wasted too much time.. they both now tells me secrets and even things that they feel without hesitation; its kinda flattering.. with bez, i admit; i miss him.. i miss the days we used to go out unplanned and make the day just complete even as others might put it a very unproductive day.. right now all we have are the nights that we talk over the fone, lately just this sunday a few hours of convos that really reminded me of how i missed the old days.. i understand of course that things like these happen.. marami pang next time.. :) with shiela, well as usual as ever things are going just fine, we're happy as always and she's also very happy with her life.. with aezy of course she's my favorite as always, favorite to tease..:) but i noticed this past few days she's not herself; well its usual anyway.. hoy aezel ano bang problema?!.. i just wanna tell her i'm ready to listen though i tease her all the time.. i just wanna see her smile, un lang.. :) touched sha oh!haha.. :) with the rest of the barkada, everything's still just fine.. :)

when i look back, i realize that eventhough im into so many things i still have time to smile and laugh at the same time..:) because i know that i have plenty of things to still be happy about rather than be serious about life and even appear bitter.. :) i have my friends.. i have my family.. i miss them both.. but i know they're just there willing to cheer me up anytime of the day and so am i to them..

¶ Posted By Waizel Kapooch @ 4:13 AM