darn everything..

pressures over.. the youth cultural expo that we participated in was finally over.. and alas!it was one freakin hilarious experience.. we only had one opponent and it was from ust.. the rest backed out.. the hell.. we whipped our asses with this competition and to end jst like this?darn.. but hey lookin on the brighter side, we were exposed to different people, in a way that we dont do this often, but that's the frustrating part about it.. we did get some really nice compliments like we were regarded as already restaurateurs and stuff like that.. kinda flattering come to think of it but still there's this part of me that really wanted to show the other schools what we've got and that we were not just about pasosyal or paconio and stuff like that.. hhaaayy.. o well i just hope that the next time it'll be more of a social party of schools.. :) the really annoying chef nick that i once knew, became a really good mentor on my part.. i could feel that he really trusted us and that he was very proud of what we did.. well yeah he can get to be an asshole at times but hey he's given us really useful lessons for future use.. :) somehow i see myself in him, gimmicks here and there but when it comes to work, well its a different story.. :) o well.. lets just see.. :)

as for bestfriend, well he finally pulled himself together.. im really glad he's coping up.. but hey i know a part of him still wants her back.. she texted him already, askin for another chance but hey that's not as easy as it sounds.. trust is on the line here.. you destroyed trust now you gotta earn it back, big time.. funny to think how circumstances change the way things should be, to think that bez was on his way of moving on and here comes girl barging to his door.. o well.. love.. love.. love.. how else wud you explain it?.. i just hope that this aint a big joke for her.. she's really kinda insensitive when it come to this stuff.. as for bez, he'll find his way back home for sure.. :)

im happy yet im really exhausted.. midterms are on its way.. darn again.. i wanna sleep but i can't, have so much things in my mind.. strange to think how i get these really really mind boggling things that ought to be not given attention to.. i get a lil woozy sometimes and even lull me to sleep when i keep thinkin about them.. i really can not explain.. im goin nuts!hehe.. nah, just playin.. but really sometimes it really sucks.. imagine i wake up everyday when the clock hits 3am and there i just stare at the ceiling until i wake up at 6am.. darn.. what the matter with me?.. i should just have lotsa things to back these up with.. maybe because im just over stressing myself that's why im getting nuts.. :) just go on with life and live for a change.. :)

¶ Posted By Waizel Kapooch @ 1:19 AM 1 comments

wanna know why?

wanna know why my previous post had those stuff?.. well this thingie may explain how that person felt.. :)


¶ Posted By Waizel Kapooch @ 6:07 AM 0 comments

so much for love my friend.. :(

well i guess my title is a bit intriguing.. going straight to the point its not about me at all.. :) but whats with that anyway?so i guess i'll get on with it..

so much for love that you've wasted for that special someone of yours.. so much for the effort you've exerted to show how much you've grown.. so much for the tears that you've wasted over her.. so much for the change you have become since you've been with her.. so much for love after all you've been wounded.. so much pain.. so much agony.. the hell you dont deserve this.. so much misery.. so much grief.. why do you have to go thru this.. i know you've been happy with her, yet it was all wasted.. you cant hide how much you've invested.. whatever you gave is we both know was more than you could imagine..

how i wish i could be with you right this minute, but all ive got are minutes from my fone's meter.. i just wish you well.. i wish you'd get on with your life.. accept things as they are to keep yourself from getting into harm.. she needs to sort out her priorities.. she'll have her own way.. let it be, for she'll never be able to do it twice.. one way or another we know that she'll meet her match.. and til that day you've already moved on and made her another chapter on your book called life..

i wish you could've read this to know how much i care.. i told you im never leaving and for that i never will.. we've made a pact.. i for sure will never break it.. im just a call away so dont you dare hesitate.. :)

friends forever.. :)

¶ Posted By Waizel Kapooch @ 5:22 AM 0 comments

im a pure taurean.. :)

As taken from gurl.com.. friendship profile according to ur sign.. :)

TAURUS.. :)

When they say they're your best friend forever, the Bull means it. They take childhood friendship oaths seriously, and still have the other half of that charm necklace in which are inscribed the words 'Best Friends Forever.' Their friendship stands the test of time, and many Taurean friends have been this devoted since childhood. Constant, steady, loyal and devoted, this friend will stand by you through life. If you need to call someone to pick you up in the middle of a snowy night because your car broke down, Taurus will be there in a flash, hot cocoa in gloved hand. Be warned, though, this is only if you've proven yourself to be as loyal a friend to them as they are to you. It's a case of them scratching your back if you scratch theirs. Taurus makes a steady friend, but be careful not to arouse their jealousy. This Fixed Sign will be possessive of their buddies and aren't so likely to understand the old adage that 'absence makes the heart grow fonder.' You'll find a wonderful friend in Taurus, so long as you don't cancel any plans at the last minute.

hanep.. somehow i feel part of this is true.. wala lang..heheh :)

¶ Posted By Waizel Kapooch @ 7:47 PM 1 comments