..groggy..pissed off..flattered..

aaaahhhhhh...hhhhaaaallppp!!! koreans have invaded our building!sandara is all over me..i was kinda used to the situation that we are alone in this floor,the 10th floor but then it was just last week that these koreans decided to move here for five years because they are going to study at EAC.. i never thought that they would move that fast!as in just this past few days,people were cleaning up the vacant rooms and then the 12th and 11th floors were occupied then finally just today ours too!..aaarrrggghhh! the elevators are always full,its like a big new world where i live..sooner or later, i know i have to get used to these people,though they don't even understand english that good..aaarrgggghhh!!damn..damn..damn.. no more running and overnights in the corridors, no more screaming out loud, no more ghostly sounds outside(well..that's good) and of course no more fun!(exaggerated!)ü well i guess we just have to be pretty nice people for them to be nice to us as well..come what may..

well niweiz enough of that whining.. haven't done much lately,school stuff as usual nothing important.. but later this afternoon i was at the World Trade Center (which was unluckily has turned of its airconditioning due to power failure!) watching our fellow benildeans as they compete for the Young Hoteliers Exposition.. wasn't able to finish it coz i have a class by 230.. i was with my friend dante waiting for the bus to come.. my God!we were standing at the facade of the building for almost like an hour or so yet there was no bus, when i decided to go back inside to go to the CR the bus arrived, unloaded its passengers and went straight off! we were left behind!ggggrrrrr!!! we had to wait for another half an hour for the next batch, i was so pissed off!! but then fortunately for us as we waited for another half an hour the dean and a few professors were about to go back to school, seeing us sitting there at the ledge Chef Joey invited us to join them and ride the school van in which on the otherhand the school bus arrives! Chef Joey asked where i wanted to ride, i don't know what went through me but i said i'd like to take the van!(bwahahha kapal ng mukha ko!) pero it was hella faster than taking the bus!we were late goddammit!ü as we reached the school, we were asked by the dean to just come with them by the hotel elevator(which was not allowed for students).. hah!what a lucky break, though i was so ashamed after everything it was of course really uplifting in another kind of way..ü pkapalan lang yan..ü when i finally entered the lab all dressed up for cooking, i knew then that we were making cheesecake, i then helped then at the end made a very delicious dessert..ü

when i was on my way home, i took the Fx.. there was this old man who rode along sta.cruz church.. when he settled down he started talking and talking ang talking and talking..blahblahblahblah.. the three of us who were sitting with him at the back can't do anything but agree and agree to what he says and according to his kwentoz, it was obvious that he was pro-FPJ, he was mad at Gloria, at Ramos and the rest of the gov't officials.. it was so lame.. as in he talked about anything!he can't even shut his mouth for even a minute!.. i can't stand all his talking coz i was so exhausted to process everythin that he says.. wala lang..share lang..sabi nga ng parents ko before, don't talk to strangers..hehehehe ü

i guess i could say that this day have been a mixture of moods..i've been to one mood to another.. been unlucky but also have been lucky.. the day just isn't right i guess,maybe the weather has something to do about it..ü one thing i'm really sure of is that i am really tired from all the standing and waiting that i've done.. but i really was overwhelmed somewhere in the back of my head..ü well i guess that's just about it for today.. medjo napahaba na ako eh..heheheh..ü
¶ Posted By Waizel Kapooch @ 3:56 AM 0 comments

.. the headache..

2 days,i wasn't able to post a blog..been quite busy i guess.. didn't do anything aside from my usual routine but the thing here is that i've been starting to experience this really bad pain in my head, a pain that seems like breaking my brain apart..i was thinking it may be the overexposure to radiation being in front of the computer everyday but i figured out it can be the pills that my mom wants me to take..it some kind of pills that supposed to kill toxins in my body or something.. hell no, gives me major pain.. i have to stop taking them or else i'd go insane (overactorü).. --change topic-- flashnews, bestfriend already broke up with the girlfriend the other day and later this evenin, girlfriend texted me and asked for advice (watdahel am i doin?!).. i told her that she had to think more of herself rather than ending up getting hurt for she knows one way or another bestfriend's aint gonna stop the "babaero" attitude.. but once again flashnews, our conversation ended up in the lines "kami n nman ulit,nde pa cgro tlg nmin kyang mghiwalay" shit.. i then called up bestfriend coz i was confused with what's she's talkin about.. he then told me that he'd like to give it another shot, so that they'll start all over again.. but i knew at the back of my head that the "pambababae" would never stop.. i told him that if all u feel is pity for all the things u've been thru, then being together would not be the best option coz hello!for crying out loud u'd hurt the girl!.. i hate it when he does that, i did not want him to promise or something but the thing her is that i just wanted him cut it with all the crap and do something worthwhile with their relationship.. i do pity girlfriend for her martyrdom for the past 11 months.. i can't do anything about it.. i don't even have the guts to tell her, come on!wake up girl!this ain't good enough for you.. crap..

i just wish this time would be better.. but one thing i don't understand is that, why does she have to go all thru this if she's been thru a lot of pains with the relationship.. she even caught the other girl and what's worse she did hit her!they went bizaarroo! as in it was a real catfight at bestfriends house! as funny as it sounded the truth of the matter is that it cost pain as much physical damage as what she did to the other girl but still there was nothing she did about it, she still hung on bestfriend.. stupid..ü i don't know what to say.. i'm all hands up, white flag raised!whatever!!.. i just really hope that this time would be sweeter as what the song line goes.. this reallly gives me a major headache.. damn it..ü
¶ Posted By Waizel Kapooch @ 10:15 PM 0 comments

college vs. highschool

here i go again.. same day as yesterday but this time there was no vomit smelling FX..ü day started out well as usual, no hassles with traffic coz i had to take the LRt for i was really in a hurry to get to schl.. aching feet, a lil less than of yesterday blahblahblah.. nothing special i guess,just had to register for this school activity, the culinary catering challenge and the jeopardy shit..(srap pakinggan!) as if we'll get thru eliminations..ü i don't know what got into me but i guess i felt something like i had to do something different this sem, it's not just all classes and everything.. i don't even have a single idea of what we are supposed to do but what the heck, it can be one hell of an experience..ü come to think of it, i did say that i think that i haven't done much these years so i guess this can be one good achievement (if ever..dream on!ü).. nine of us had to reg for the event then later on the theme will be given and so on yadayadayada.. i have to say that college really has been an entirely different phase for me..the kind of friends i have or even just the people i've been with.. the things we're up to, our interests or even just the same ol' conversations we have every once in a while..i hate to compare things but sometimes i wonder why i didn't experience this much when i was in high school?well i guess things are really different now,i should i say more sensible..ü i don't say that i didn't have fun when i was in high school where in fact high school was a total blast..highschool was where i met my bestfriend as well as redwolf and the basketball team..ü maybe because i've been more involved with my studies now and maybe coz i havent been with my high school friends for some time now.. i'm quite confused.. but what i really know is that my "girlfriends" in college are far more better than the ones i had in high school because i never felt out of place when im with them compared to the other..imagine, how would you feel if ur own set of friends kept secrets from you, or just plain "i don't trust you treatment" or the fact that ur close but the "uneasy feeling's still there"..oh well but that was all in the past of course, maybe im just the kind of person who finds it hard to forget when it comes to personal matters (weirdo!).. however,i do enjoy both "eras" of my life..very much.. and im pretty sure that someday when we have lives of our own i'm gonna miss things in both worlds.. so might as well keep them safe and lasting in whichever chance we get together..ü
¶ Posted By Waizel Kapooch @ 3:44 AM 1 comments

shit happens..duh?!

fine day tuesday.. woke up early for my 8am class, left the house around 710am and waited for the usual Buendia Fx to pass by rizal ave.. for 10minutes or so i finally hopped into one..goddamit!smells like vomit!i'm stuck in a 40 minute ride to school..road to hell i must say..after 40 minutes of torture i alighted from the fx,started walking..as i walked,i could feel my feet burning,nagpaltos!shit tlg ang malas!!.. entered the classroom and said to myself, haven't i had enough torture for a day?my 1st class was a disaster, i almost fell off the chair coz my professor teaches real bad,couldn't absorb even a sentence that comes out of here mouth, i can feel her voice as it lulls me to sleep (shame on me!)..enough of this crap don't wanna spend my whole day talkin about her.. crap crap crap!.. later this afternoon,got a miscall from my bestfriends' girl,wondered why,miscalled her back but then no reply..i kinda felt guilty then i thought, maybe bestfriend initiated "the plan" and later on i'd join the scene in which my role was to be the semi-antagonist which goal was to brainwash the girl for her to realize that bestfriend is no longer in love with her..aaaaarrrgggghhh! what do i do?!heeellppp!.. i hate to do it but i have to and yes, i will sooner or later..i pity the girl for what bestfriend does to her,pra bang tapusin na ang paghihirap?nyahehehhe..crap.. i always end up caught in the middle when it comes to these things..come to think of it i have been enemies with bestfriends' X's..what could be different now?ha!!funny as it may sound but it does happen.. it works..ü it ain't cool, but i might as well keep one frndship safe than of which none for the matter..i guess bestfriend does have tendency to "overdo" things sometimes especially when it comes to women,i hate to say it,somebody always end up moaning(oops!) what i meant was weeping..ü and of course here i am goody-two-shoes bestfriend,always ready to save the bestfriend from X's that are retards(no offense..ü)..though these things happen again and again,i never get tired of it but doesnt' mean that i love hurting others (who does!?.. been there..done that!ü im the knight in shining armor!the chosen one..creepy..ü i guess shit does really happen for the most of us.. my day started out just perfect,then comes a jinx then another and another..pag minamalas ka nga nmn..ü
¶ Posted By Waizel Kapooch @ 6:03 PM 0 comments

first timer..

hey what the heck, i admit im not a good writer tho i try hard to be one but i guess its not meant to be :).. at the moment im kinda happy with my studies coz i finally see that i'm going somewhere.. i go to school 5 days a week and for 4 days i wear a white long sleeved chef's jacket which almost strangles my neck paired with table cloth pants (that's how i describe the black n white checkered thingies) :).. i spend almost 12 hrs a day at schl which is also equal to 12 hrs of aching feet yet it still pays off coz what i do in the lab is hella fun..ü for the past 19 years i can not say that i have done much, what's to brag about anyway?.. few years ago ive been to one of the most memorable experiences of my entire life..i've been to highschool and i terribly miss it, not that i dont like college but its more of the people ive been with during this "era" of my life..i haven't seen/been with them for quite sometime now except for my bestfriend whom i recently visited weeks ago.. i am very much attached to my friends, i value them so much that i wanna keep contact with them if not everyday at least every once in a while maybe because i admit that i'm really not a family person, except for my aunt whom im really grown close with and recently with my sister.. honestly, i dont like being around with my dad coz i feel that everytime im around it irritates him.. its like there's this big wall between us or even a smog that clouds us both..i dont hate him, for crying out loud he's my dad! but it just i find it hard to move around.. well maybe because my personality says that i require much appreciation (according sa test ng sis ko skn!ü).. not to be maeepal or something but its just i want to do something for him yet i get scared thinking that his initial reaction would be "So?".. pero years have passed na rin and i learned to grow from it,but yet still try to avoid him..damn scared lang tlg ko..para bang fear of rejection ang dating?ü --change topic-- 4-5 terms to go and finally goodbye school.. i hate to say it but yes, im graduating, though ayoko pa, i have to admit "im getting older" but it's a lil confusing coz i don't feel a change at all.. i can't even say if i have matured or so.. i really don't know.. ano to stage of self-searching pa rin ba?ang gulo!.. but i do know that sooner or later i'll be working someplace, and finally experience a life of earning my own money (so what?).. still scares the shit out of me.. or is it just i have too many pretentions in my life? still don't know.. kakapraning.. i guess if life's full of surprises, i'll be in my room all tucked up in bed waiting for life to surprise me (baduy!)..i dont know.. i just think im not ready yet for a sudden shift in this lifetime.. dpa ko ready, im still happy on my current status.. let me tend to the babies instead..ü
¶ Posted By Waizel Kapooch @ 6:47 AM 1 comments