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..this is senseless..
been thru a lot these past few weeks.. or shud i say been quite busy.. pressures coming coz its finally YHE.. competition week is finally here..practice here and there, felt like nothings happening..as mean as it sounds im nervous of what we are preparing for the judges but i do have full confidence on the abilities of my groupmates..maybe ganito lang tlg ang feeling.. i figured, i havent been talking to my friends except for those who are in college of course.. it just felt like i've been missing a lot lately.. im stressed, devoured by insanity as usual.. just been thru a fight with my mom.. dont wanna talk about it anyways..
tmorow would be another stressful day.. we have to fix the exihibit room for the opening ceremonies on monday.. aaarrrggh!!don't i get tired of this?guess not!many more to come!hahah.. btw,just got home from bulacan,i was alone,damn car, aircon is broken,was jammed in traffic, was sweatin really bad, cant open the windows coz its raining and all the jinx that can happen in one day.. forget all this crap..
here i am at home thinking of what more to do to keep my self preoccupied, did surfing, read my friends' blog and had the mood to write mine as well though basically i'm not writing sensible.. after reading my friends blog i somewhat thought of how people's personalities differ from one another.. we have our own attachments, fantasies and even our wildest desires in which case can be a person or a thing.. that no matter how we refuse to believe that we want these things, the time comes that we encounter it and then and there we could not resist it and often times still ask for more.. through my friends' story i've realized that it can be possible to steal a moment of happiness, often than but still doesn't last forever..for this moment can only be for a minute or a split of a second.. but this cannot determine how much we would be happy.. it all goes in the memory box in which all of us tend to open every once in awhile..
all this crap is doesnt make any sense at all right?i myself couldnt understand why im writing all these.. but i know for a fact its a time wasting thing to do but im stopping now.. hehehe.. tama na kalokohan itulog mo na lang yan waizel..ΓΌ
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